Bloodbath

            The love between humans and vampires
Is not rare at all, it just scares us all.
The only hard thing ti find is a sire,
You cannot just find them at any mall.

You must stay up late and wonder alone,
In the cold, dank, darken ally ways.
You do not just wait and wait by the phone.
Though getting bitten is never a craze.

Thought being bitten might sound kind of swell.
Many people couldn’t care less than should.
It is said to fell like you are in hell.
You cannot hide fromit under a hood.
So just stay like you are and don’t change yourself
For doing that hurts your own very self.

            What crossed your mind that fateful night that when
The knife in which you held could seem so cold?
I know it’s full of bliss, just as you’d been.
The pain you’d bring to life could not but hold.
The pills you took were just as bad as I
The noose in which you hung upon the tree.
And everything you knew is just a lie.
But did you ever stop to think of me?
You knew that I could help you through it, yet
You turned your back on life to prove you’d dare.
Just hold your breath and close your eyes, don’t fret
Your hand then slipped, you should be dead, but there
I’ll stand with you just as I always swear,
For life could not go on without you there.

uahh, curses to ayung karena udah ngenalin gw sama gim ini. yg ada gw jadi berhari2 kurang tidur gara2 berusaha menginvasi seluruh eropa. dan sekarang gw malah sok2 jadi leonidas dan bikin skenario battle of thermopylae ala film 300. this game is taking me over, i tell you. shite. kaya gw ga ada kerjaan laen aja.

tapi yah itu, i cant help it, setiap gw ga tau mo ngapain, mouse gw tiba2 beralih k icon RTW di desktop dan maen lah gw lagi. sial.

Dear did you know that people love each other.
Just like we do, just like they do.
Dear did you know your all I ask for so.
Hold on to me, hold on with me here.

And there are things that follow us quietly to the past.
We’ve seen all those faces we won’t go looking for trouble.

The rain it tumbled down through the cracks in the sky which
made your hands grow, watch your hands grow.

And we still see through their planks, shifted laughs.
We’ll hold the hands of sinners and then we will pass.

Yeah, my past birthdays were never that special, this year’s no different. Cuma dikit temen gw yang ngasi greeting. Yah walaupun gw cenderung anti sosial, ada kalanya gw pengen diperhatiin di hari yang bisa dibilang cukup penting buat gw. tapi gapapalah, gw udah biasa sendiri kaya gini juga, ga ada yang perlu dimasalahkan. yang gw pikirin sekarang gimana caranya supaya gw dapet kerja. dasar pathetic Made,,,,

huiii akhirnya selesai juga lagu gw setelah sekian minggu ngutak-atik fruity loops kaya orang autis. tapi vokalnya masih menyedihkan gitu, suara gw soalnya. jelek banget jadinya gw tempelin distorsi dikit biar jadinya ketutupan.

Huahhh, saya lulus!!!!!!!

Senen kemaren gw sidang TKA, berlangsung lancar dan cukup singkat dibanding sidang kelompok lain. Kelompok gw dapet pujian pula, soalnya proposalnya paling bersih katanya. Dan semua pertanyaan yang diajukan dosen ke gw bisa gw jawab dengan baik. Alhasil, g dapet A-, melebihi harapan gw. Dika dapet A- juga, Dinda dapet A, Dita dapet A-, dan Cello dapet (presentasinya oke). Gw rasa gw dapet nilai segitu karena gw udah niat bikin miniatur starbucks huahahaha

Tinggal urusan ngeprint revisi dan segala tetek bengek kelulusan lainnya dah, pake duit pula. g jadi ga enak mau minta sama bokap. tapi mau gimana lagi?

Pulang dari kampus gw langsung ngucapin makasih sama bokap, kalo ngga ada bokap gw ga mungkin bisa lulus kuliah. nyokap? cih, ga sudi gw ngucapin makasih sama dia. apa haknya? dia bukannya malah ngedukung gw kuliah malah hampir ngerusak masa depan gw. alhasil, tu orang ngamuk2 jadinya, bodo. emang gw pikirin. sok ngerasa berjasa, tai. makan aja tuh tv. dasar benalu.

gw ngerasa sedih juga, kalo lulus artinya gw mungkin ga bakal ktemu temen2 lagi. dan artinya gw mesti mulai cari kerja, mulai punya tanggung jawab. aduhh..beraat…

Uahhh…finally,we moved in to a rented house.gw sama anak2 WRAP akhirnya dapet rumah buat jadi markas ngerjain tka, rumah temen nyokapnya dita di cipete, total enak, AC, colokannya banyak. gw sama si bos bawa komputer. tadinya mau nge-lan DOTA sama si dicu, tapi komputernya si bos ga ada lan cardnya.

mulai stres ni gw maen DOTA

skill gw ga berkembang lagi. tau ah. mungkin perlu nonton replay2 dulu

semalem ga sempet nonton arsenal-barca lagi, ga tau siapa yang menang.

hari ini gw dapat informasi yang cukup mengejutkan ttg sum1 from my past.

mungkin ga ya dia mau nerima gw lagi. kayanya sih ngga. but its worth trying.

and i will try hard!!!!

nyokap masi di rumasakit, bodo amat sampe kapanpun gw ga mau nengokin. g udah terlalu sakit hati. biarin.biar rasa. gw kan bukan tuhan, ga bisa maapin orang dengan gampang, sok nyamain gw sama tuhan lagi. tai

ya ya ya

hidupku memamng membosankan

apalagi nati kalo dah lulus.kayanya ga ada lowongan yang bakal nerima gw

secara gw ga bisa diandelin banget

gw  cuma takut gw ga bisa lulus tahun ini, karena gw lalai ga ngerjain salah satu tugas dari mas Rudi. yah mudah2an.. deh…